Among other things, Ravenite social club denizens John Gotti, Salvatore (Sammy the Bull) Gravano, and Frank Locascio discuss the terror they feel whenever compelled to listen to recordings of themselves; the irony of course is that they were recorded while talking about being recorded⸺which is very meta... Sammy Gravano and John Gotti in discussion outside the Ravenite social club. "I tell you what a fckin’ heartbreak," Gotti laments. "You know you feel like you’re being raped with these fuckin’ tapes." "I know. I hate it," Gravano replied. "I, I listened to a couple a tapes of mine. I was sick." Tapes, these tapes, made Sammy the Bull flip, as he recalled during an interview posted on YouTube last year . " John (Gotti) told me to my face , he said, ‘Sammy, the [wiretap] tapes are horrible. They make you sound like a monster. What are we gonna do? So I’m controlling all the lawyers. You’re gonna take the weight, the lawyer...